Ugh!

This week has been very tough emotionally and health wise...

Kaitlyn started last Monday at the daycare by my work. I was trying to be very positive about the whole thing because we don't really have any other options right now. I thought it would be nice that we could ride together and that I can go see her whenever I want and have lunch with her even, trying to look past the $200/wk it costs. Well Monday morning comes and the poor little thing looked at me like I was crazy when I had to get HER up at 5:45 am to get ready. Then she cried about half of the drive there. I felt awful :(

I check her in and go to work and decide to check on her at my 9:00 break. I go in there and peek through the window and it seemed like all the babies in there were crying for some reason and I saw Kaitlyn's face and she had this frightened look of "where the heck am I and where is my mommy???!!!" IT was horrible. I walked out of there and broke down in the parking lot. Now I know that it probably wasn't as bad as it seems...but it still broke my heart into a million pieces...

The next day wasn't as bad and I did get to have lunch with her both days.

Wednesday morning rolls around and I am getting her ready and she projectile vomits across her room. So I am now thinking...what the heck! My poor little babe is already sick from daycare. I stayed home with her and we were in extended care by that afternoon. They said it was just a stomach bug and we have been battling fevers, diarrhea, and not feeling good since then. My heart aches for my little babe.

Needless to say, I am looking into an alternative to day care until she is a little older.... ugh! It is just one more thing that makes me realize how important it is to be able to stay home :(

Other than that...I guess my weekend was ok. We had my sister and her kids over Friday night for carne asada tacos. It was fun to visit.